I am going to challenge myself to write in this blog once a day, as a daily record of what activities I am doing in order to make my goals. I am finding that I am plateauing right now, just not really moving anywhere up or down on the scale. The number I am not worried about but I do want to be able to fit into my clothes and my skinny clothes. I would actually like to refer to my skinny clothes as my regular clothes and not my skinny clothes but that is something altogether different.
I am upset about one thing though. It's such a stupid thing to be upset about, but it is really frustrating for me. I grew up and I was consistently a C cup, even after my eldest was weaned I went back down to a C cup, not right away but I got there. It was great because being a D was uncomfortable and bras are friggen expensive. So I had myself measured yesterday, because I have been going down in sizes in all my clothes but my breasts don't seem to be moving. I was measured at a DD!!! A DD?!?!?!?! WTF?!?!?! I am dieting and working out and my breasts are still carrying around an extra load of fat? It hardly seems fair.
I have decided I need to do my Fit Camps MWF and T and Th I have to do cardio as well as one day on the weekend then hopefully my cup size will go back to normal. I just want to be able to wear my comfy bras and right now they just always look like I am going to pop out if I wear them. bah oh well here is to the next 55 days before the wedding. I know I can do it, do you guys have faith in me???
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13 years ago
i always have faith jen!!! you can do it!!
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